That is what is lacking in my life right now. I just seem to be floating here like so much flotsam. So many things need to be done, so many plans to make, so many things to accomplish. Last night I was lying in bed and decided to do the math, I have about twenty six years to go before I retire, it does not seem very long when you consider that the last thirty four years passed so very quickly, I remember nine as if it were yesterday.
Never stop. Never stop learning, never stop doing, never stop going, just never stop. Purpose wanted, apply within.
Friday, December 28, 2007
Motivation
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
Season's Greetings and a why


and here's hoping you get everything you wish for in the New Year

I have somehow managed to decide only last night what I want my Christmas menu to be, naturally it consists of nothing I already have in the house which means that I shall have to face the maddened crowds to go to the supermarket..yay me!
Not only do I have to go to the supermarket but I also have to go buy one or two last minute presents that will be a shame purchase, you know for those people you bought really cheap presents for or did not buy presents for at all and now your conscience has gotten the better of you. I really did not want to find myself in a mall today but it looks like there is no hope for it. Think I'll head to West Mall, the mall itself is never crowded its just getting parking in and then getting out of the mall that will take about an hour or two...sigh.
Have a good one
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Arrggghhhh arrrgghhh impulse!
I have now officially learnt my lesson such as it is, I shall never buy electronics out of a store in Trinidad ever again! But it was an impulse buy, its almost Christmas and I should have really thought about this a while back. I have a credit card, zipx box and access to the internet, never again will I pay $1000 more for something, okay lets say $500 more because once customs has its way pffftttt but it will be so worth it, think of all the others things that could have been bought with that money!
Businessmen are criminals!
Monday, December 17, 2007
United in futility
There is one common theme amongst Trinidadian bloggers/journals it seems, from the benign to the blatantly racist. We love our country and we are all dismayed by what its become. We are all sickened by the crime situation and have all been touched by it in some way. We all want change.
Friday, December 14, 2007
Hope
I need to know that there is still hope in this land of mine, that all is not lost. It is disheartening to see all that is going on. The only thing I cling to now is that I believe that it was this bad before and then it got better, but that was before my time or while I was too young to be aware of anything, it can't stay this way forever, things must get better...right?
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
In other news
What de?
The child is four years old? Four years old! Blind and mentally challenged, but who knows who did it, a lot of men pass through...
Ignorance is bliss I tell you. I have no idea what has possessed me to read the Express online this morning but if this is what I've been missing for the past few months well you know...
Accordian...erm articulated bus breaks in half
Nice...
You know I always wanted to take the bus to San Fernando just to say that I did it and for spawnling to have the experience, in as much as she takes public transportation so infrequently that its always a cause of much excitement for her when she does.
For some reason I never liked the articulated buses, it just didn't seem right that there should be what looked like an accordian in the middle of a bus. From all reports though I could see how the split could have occured, doing a 360 would put a lot of pressure on that section, especially as those buses don't exactly go at the recommended speed limit. I am, however, pleased that noone was seriously injured in the incident. Part of me does want to say good work to the driver for bringing it under control while the other part of me wonders if he hit the breaks hard which is why it went out of control in the first place. Ah well, mine is a suspicous mind at best.
Yeah but it is great!
Land wallets as a show of thanks are well appreciated by girls who look at El Alligator as a type of Mecca.
*Inhales deeply* Leather yay!
You see this is why I could never be vegan
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Crap! No really crap
You know I truly envy the people who could walk through Port of Spain with their heads straight ahead, I simply cannot do that because I don't want to be the unfortunate soul who has human excrement on their shoes.
Imagine my horror that at 9.30 this am whilst walking to Nicholas Towers to get my moccachino that I had to side step not one but two, oh dear just thinking about it got me nauseous again ugh. I was seriously almost sick on the way back.
This is where human rights takes a back seat to my comfort and peace of mind, something has to be done about the pletoria of vagrants on the streets of Port of Spain and indeed elsewhere. There are public restrooms along the Promenade, how hard is it to take a short walk and use them, I mean come on you already smell like a sewer if the smell of your body odor cannot put you off there is no way those toilets will. Use the damn things!
Whatever happened to the home they were supposed to be building for them? I remember seeing the proposed site while passing on the main road through Laventille one day, has anything become of that? It is totally ridiculous, not only the feces problem but also the fact that whenever I see a vagrant in the distance I know that I have to hold my breath from so many yards in front of and behind them so I would not be subject to the magnificence that is the them. The air is so thick around them you, if you were unlucky enough to have your mouth open to talk to your companion at the time can taste it. Not right dudes totally no right.
Please someone, start a petition to get the vagrants off of the streets, my delicate sensibilities cannot take it for much longer.
You know I should not post from work because I always end up with so much spelling, grammar and typing errors. Damn girl spell check already
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Its getting closer
The crime that is.
Its on my street now, its a street away, its on the main road.
Why must I be scared to go out of my house no matter what time the day.
Looking at news as I type:
Ex TSTT worker killed
Gang members killed
Las Cuevas robberies (this is a beach for christsake)
Run run! Run for your lives
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Oh gods Nooooooooooooo
Not the Dexter!
No not Dexter
Damn cable company take off Showtime!!!
How de hell I suppose to get my serial killer fix now!!!! Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!





