Its been a while I know, I just come here and look at the page and then go away again.
The Rev a Thon was good, I didn't make it to the finals, I really did not expect to, just went to have fun and I did, I will definitely do it again next year.
My headaches are back in full force making life miserable.
April was not as horrible as it had been in years gone by, maybe grief dissipates enough after five years to make life a little easier...maybe.
Panic attacks have however started back. I've been in a mood for a while, once again a bundle of aggression and anger taking it out on occasion on the unwary friend (sorry William..and Tracey...and everybody), but apart from those times when I go purple and that vein pops out of my head and all background noise stops and the shouting starts I'm fine.
Its been easy to forget for the most part that I have been diagnosed with a mental illness. I have come off and been off of all medication for over a year now and have not spiraled to far in either direction, up or down. Of course with the reemergence of anger and panic coming back it makes me a bit worried that things are going to get back to that point again, my lowest point where life was unbearable.
Anyway came across this today and now really want to see the entire show. I like Stephen Fry but never knew that he was bi-polar as well. You live and learn I suppose.
9 hours ago
7 comments:
Someday, when I get back to Trinidad, and we get to go back to the Bay for Bake ' Shark, I would like to be able to sit down with you, and talk. Just talk. About anything. And everything. And nothing. I want you to know that you are, in my eyes, in my heart, a very special person. And you always will be. No terms. No conditions. No questions asked.
It's just the way it is.
Hey! Good to see you back, even though you're not feeling too well. Headaches and panic attacks suck ass, I know that for a fact. I hope you get some relief.
I have seen that documentary and it was just excellent. It took balls for Fry to do that, given that he's a pretty big name in the UK, but I think it was great in terms of reducing stigma and educating the general public.
You can be a pain in the bum.
But who isn't, sometimes?
I'm here if you need me.
Pity about the Rev-a-thon. Had an image of your out-of-control legs whirling like the Roadrunner, zooming you out of the room and down the road, with a baffled expression on your face. Better luck next year!
Nice blog you got here... Just droppin' by to say hi! www.hdforyou.net
Lou I would probably talk about everything and mostly nothing lol
WC: Thanks, trying my best to get over them and yes Stephen Fry does have a lot of balls for having done that.
SM: *glare* I would say hello but that would just encourage you
Notalone: thanks and welcome to my mostly neglected space on the web
I'm still alive.
Bipolar is ... yes there are the lows...
But there are also the highs..
It's like Mr Jones.
I'm still alive.
I am relieved
Post a Comment